I’m falling into old habits. I’m becoming reclusive. I’m
disappointed in myself for not planning trips for this week off. Sam and Lauren
headed to Bavaria to explore the region, and eat dinner at the famous Hofbräuhaus.
They’re traveling for 5 days and checking out cool spots. Mac and some other
guys rented a car to go to Amsterdam and a few other places. I had almost
bought a ticket to Stockholm, Sweden but wussed out because I couldn’t get any
solid confirmation from Kayleigh who is living in the area. I should have
bought the ticket anyway and explored on my own. The ticket was 93 €. When I
checked again recently, the price had jumped to over 200 €.
I’m home, wasting time on the computer. Watching videos on
pinkbike.com, catching up on stupid TV shows, and reading articles on
Outside.com. I should be doing research, sketching, and planning my timelines
for projects. Nope. I waste a lot of time. Not socializing. Not partying. Not
getting out with people. It needs to change, but it probably won’t. It’s what I
do. I do my thing, and eventually it sucks enough that I get out and interact.
For now, I’ll just live in the blue room that is my consciousness.
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